mystery guest

this morning saw yeye papa and mama names in the church bulletin
yeye already pass away for one week le…time really flies!
now become ah ma inside hospital…haiz so worried for her!!!
after visiting her in the afternoon…we went to ah ma house to clear yeye’s room
he is totally 100% garangguni…everything also keep! and he left a lot of shirts and pants!
we spent quite a long time clearing that old room…
gearing up with masks and gloves…is quite fun though =P
went back to hospital to visit ah ma again and this time we saw somebody that all of us dont want to see!!!
the main male lead of this ridiculous drama finally appeared…
didnt even come once when yeye is in hospital…but now he come to see ah ma
i was shocked when i see him and everybody dont feel like seeing him at all
this is his excuses:
1) he thinks yeye is alr dead three months ago
2) he say he dont want to see this type of scene again
who he think he is?! predicting my yeye will die after three months!!!!!!!!!!!
then why he come to visit ah ma now? is he going to predict when is ah ma dying?
this is totally ridiculous…and i dont think anybody will forgive you now…
except for one person!!! im pissed off by this thing too
at this moment you really can see one person’s two sided face
you said something in front of me and ah xuan and now you can turn your words upside down…im quite disappointed in you though
i hope this drama can stop playing and i really dont feel like seeing anyone of you!!!!

P.S TO MY DEAR JIE MEI TAN YANLING: HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY!!! HOPE WE CAN CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY WITH YOU SOON WHEN YOU ARE FREE K? PLEASE ANTICIPATE OUR SURPRISES…HEHEHE!!! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS…JIAYOU!!!

my yeye

these two weeks were very tiring for me
i dont even have time to update my blog regarding the birthday celebration my dearest friends lim qiuling, anastasia hay and tan yanling have planned for me…im sorry
im too tired to do anything right now…felt damn weak
yeye left us…leaving ah ma, dua kor and sa kor at home now
what will happen to ah ma in the future?
all i can do now is to go to ah ma every sunday to accompany her
but every week once is really very little…haiz
everybody were saying that this funeral is a happy one cause yeye is able to see his 4th generation children…so they say that he is able to go in peace
but i still cant stop crying when sending his body off today
seeing daddy cry until so hard…my heart feel even more pain
li bei really never come…ting ting jie jie also never come at all!!!
i guess that is the end of our family relationship with you guys
heard from others that yeye doted most is you and yet you didnt even come once when he is in the hospital or during the funeral…not once!!!
really disappointed in the both of you…but adults keep saying this is adult’s matters…we children dont bother! but no matter what happen between you and yeye…yeye entered into hospital, you can say” I DONT CARE!”
yeye die already you dont even come and see his face!!!
i really hope that yeye really accept christ in his heart and he can go heaven to find xiao gu gu =)

小姑姑:
你看到爷爷了吗? 他有没有去天堂? 今天看到爷爷被火化的时候,我一直想到你。 你被火化的画面一直在我脑海力。 我哭得不敢进去,怕我会想上次一样,看了很痛苦。 你在天上应该过的很开心吧? 记得要找到爷爷! 还有要保护在这里的阿麻! 小姑姑十二月十二号再见!!!

爷爷:
你终于不感觉到痛了! 现在应该很自由吧? 你也要找到小姑姑哦!还有要保护阿麻,虽然阿麻不表现出来,但是我知道她很伤心也很寂寞。 所以你一直要在天堂看着她,不让她感觉到孤单!一样。。。爷爷十二月十二号再见!!!

dont you feel that there is a series of unfortunate events happening on you?
cause you know what?! this is what you deserved!!!
treat you so well also no use cause in the end you still yell your lungs out at me!
im should really stick to my own belief despite papa keep asking me to forgive…
no point treating you so nicely…when i always get this type of ending!
you are younger than me but there is always no respect shown from you
you always complain other people…hate to hear other people’s names
but they have so much respect for other people that other people like them so much
is you who did something wrong and you dare to scream at me!
…you should really go and reflect on yourselves…

why i dont see myself buying cake for mummy without present??? i wonder…

SEE! YOU ARE ALWAYS THE ONE WHO SPOIL MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MUMMY! YOU ARE SUCH A SPOILER! I REALLY HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my birthday =)

first! i want to thank everybody who celebrated my birthday with me and to those who has greeted me on facebook, especially tan yanling who appears everywhere…my phone, my facebook profile, my email, my friendster, msn and lastly on twitter. i can truly sense your love for me…thank you very much <333
i finally got my dream come true!!! like a small little kid…i got an ice-cream cake as my birthday cake!

after waiting for two years, i finally had it…woohoo!!! thank you ah mei for buying it! im very curious how you got it for me and i truly appreciated it =))) hehe. thank you papa for treating me to a nice and economical dinner! if it is not for my naughty stomach, i could have eaten more T_T and thank you mama for the ang bao.
next! i want to thank my starhub colleagues…peijoo, xueting, liping, aminah and roy!!!
i really didnt expect that you all will buy present for me…cause we only know each other for about one month. im very touched, surprised and happy…thank you all very much 😄

i think i can start collecting carebear plushie collections!
lastly! i want to thank my beloved cousin, yunjie!!! even though you keep using my “husband”‘s name but my “husband” didnt do anything in real life…is you who put in so much effort in preparing my presents…thank you so so much =)

i really like the presents…saranghaeyo!!!

there are something that i feel like saying but mama say,”this type of thing no need to go pondering about it!”

ok! im enjoying my ice-cream cake now…
is too big…so i have to eat it everyday until we finish it!!!

JORELL!!!

my newborn niece baby is born on this very day…5 NOVEMBER 2010!!!
went to visit my cousin and his wife in thomson medical hospital after dinner
luckily we went there at that timing…
if we go in the afternoon we wont be able to see the baby’s small eyes -.-
the baby is so so cute…
her small and round face…
sharp and bright eyes…
small nose and mouth…
clear and smooth skin…
very pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
our next generation of four girls…SHANON, CHELSIA, CHLOE and JORELL!!!
replacing our generation of four old girls…AUDREY, CHRISTIE, ME AND SHELYCE!!!
hahahahahahahahahah!

shopping!!!

TOO LONG NEVER GO SHOPPING FOR MY STUFF ALR
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT I WANT TO BUY!!!

THIS CAMERA IS SO PRETTY!!!
IT IS IN PURPLE COLOUR!!!
HOW I WISH I COULD HAVE THIS?!?!?!
AFTER I EARNED LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY…
I WILL DEFINITELY GO BUY THIS <333

WENT TO GMARKET TO ROAM ROAM AROUND
AND I SAW THIS WALLET!
PLANNING TO CHANGE WALLET FOR VERY LONG
BUT NO TIME TO GO FIND
SO SHOULD I GET THIS?