what is christmas?

this year christmas is not joyful at all
many things are happening one after another
keep thinking about them every night
will find myself crying to sleep
yesterday heard mama complaining to papa again
at this point of time…she still can complained that papa never let her eat good food
earlier she complained about me not buying present for her
i really got sicked of hearing these type of things
there is so many things to be worried about
and yet she’s here complaining about her sad life
cant she just think that she is very fortunate already
there is shelter and water for her
give her money to buy food everyday
what is not enough?!
i didnt ask money from her anymore
what more does she wants?!
feel like screaming at her just now
but i dont want our family to turn sour
li bei already like that…making our family so awkward
i dont want our small family to be like that too
i really hate to be an adult!!!

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2 thoughts on “what is christmas?

  1. chill gal..everything also nid $…i’m sure every family got this prob..sometimes sure cuz of $ got grumbles or arguments…say $ not enough..but this is reality…haiz…cheer up! things will get better 😀

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