after two years, situation changed. i know that

after two years, situation changed.
i know that God will always be the one beside me, not my parents.
i realized that when im around they cant communicate with each other…
always end up quarreling, making me into a difficult position.
therefore for now i stopped talking to both of them.


It’s been a long long while

Cant imagine I’m back here after two years!
Now i realized that keeping an online blog can help me remember incidents that i cant remember any more due to the limited storage space in my memory!
Getting older and older now, alot of things cant remember anymore!
Anyway, i hope i have the time to update this blog again.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2013 to everyone who still reads my blog:)

thought that after i leave both of you may get along better
but it doesnt seems to be in this case
what causes this to happen?
and what is keeping inside you?
nobody will understand if you dont say it out
everybody is having a hard time here…not just you
always thinking about yourself and not others
he may disappoint you in many ways
but that is what married couple should do…
forgive and give in to others!
whatever that you are unhappy with, just say!
stop picking on others cause it does not solve the problem!
i just cant stop thinking how sorry i am to papa
could not be there for you…
if i lend you my listening ear…i will cry like siao…like now!
sometimes i just hate to listen to things like this
thats why i dont like to hear about your company stuff cause i will worry more
but i know everyone needs a listening ear
and im sorry that i always put my personal emotions in every time
the more i think about these the more i hate the person who make our family into the situation we are in now
God says that we should forgive others
but i cant promise God that i can do that!

mixed feelings…

because of sa kor’s call ystd…
we decided to go ah ma house today!
its been quite a while since the last time i went there
things changed again!
realized the house is getting emptier and emptier
suddenly felt that i should visit them often to spend time together with my aunts
really got a mixed feeling…
maybe this is the answer to my prayers
“get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. be kind and compassionate to another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you”